Finally, finally I found out what is wrong with me.
Almost all of my problems can be attributed to one single cause: ADHD.
I am greatly relieved that my problems have a specific cause and it’s been affecting all areas of my life for years, but it is only recently that this mental disorder (disability) have become excessively annoying.
My bi-polar disorder, my depression, my gaming addictions (the need for constant stimulus), my inability to focus on reading / studies / homework, my inability to focus in class, my inability to follow a planned schedule / rules, my inability to control my rage, my lack of social abilities, and my excessive self-interest are all side effects of ADHD.
Therefore, I hereby declare myself having a moderate mental disorder (disability) named ADHD, and I will fail life if this disease goes untreated.
If a computer malfunctions, what do you do? You have to identify the cause of the problem. If you don’t know where is wrong, you cannot solve the problem.
I know what is wrong with me now, and I expect nothing out of myself unless this disease is treated.