There is a chance that I will be in the States before August 13th, what the!!!!! That’s just… how many days from today? Clearly I am not, mentally, physically, or psychologically prepared for this. This is just… unthinkable, so unthinkable. And now that Harry Potter 7 is out, I am having to read it… :> :> :> 😦
What I planned, wished, hoped, wanted, is to leave in Jan, 2008. It cannot be more appropriate to have several months’ preparation before going such a super long trip, and also good for settling everything down. Going in August is just not right; I still haven’t made any good use of my ACT score yet!
I am hoping this will happen: Iowa State U gives out the admission, but it is too late so I have to defer it to January, thus the responsibility is not mine. This is the best that can happen. The worst? Iowa State U refuses to give me an admission ticket, saying it has to wait till January. But even the worst is not that bad, so it seems I had better just let things happen.
Don’t know how to end this…